i've just realized that even though i'm already a mature person, apparently, i still have a certain naivete in me. i still have a long way to go. what would the future bring? do my birth stars say what fortunes and misfortunes shall come my way?

goddess, stretch forth your hands, and in mercy look upon your servant wailing in the crossroads of change, of the marriage of fire and water.

i don't want to become just another face in a sea of darkened ivory masks. i want the ever changing shades of spectral light.

enough of my heresy. get back to reality.